Pic's - 01-02-2011

Mentally and physically tired and lot of hurts in the heart

...need to take a break..and go some where ....

Rewind !!

it could be month of may 1996...

as usual waiting for 88 LSS -- KK Nagar to Mainguard gate route...

yes we were living in KK Nagar trichy...recently formed layout ....as usual i got the right place in the door step of the bus ...travelling in footboard needs special skills...when the bus is taking speed we have to bend the body inclined to the wind speed..when the bus is slowing down..should prepare ourself to get down from the running bus..its like a daily morning physical activity :)

travelling in footboard is considered as one of the strange activity and regain the same place at same bus a the same time may get the status of local hero ( useless):) ...i am the one among those..

any new entry in to the area, problems ,cricket match news everything would be discussed in footboard.. today i got some new information..one ceylon ( srilankan) family shifted to our street...it may be useless information for you..but for me its main information..any new family comes to the street then i have to gather all the information about them....if there any new guys then i should show some circus in my cycle..so the new people will have some respect on me !!!

but srilankan tamil peoples !! ?? there are quite large amount of family already living in our area..normally we wont make any contact with them..reason...they killed rajiv gandhi..and moreover we can t understand the tamil they spoke..!! they were treated as a alien by everyone...after reaching in to india...rich tamil refugee's would take separate home and live...poor peoples will live in refugee camp..monthly once they have to put signature in local police station.. they were very tightly monitored by the local police...

most of those people did not seen electricity for decade..no fuel...they background is war only the war...the guys above the age of 15 would be taken by LTTE for war front.. or would be taken by srilankan army as a suspect of LTTE..no movies...and no fun in the life..

these people leaving eveything the home, their relatives, their assets and coming to india only to commence new life..to protect their kids from the eye's of srilankan army and LTTE....

for the young guys this new environment would bring lot of joy...they will try to join in main stream ...spending lot of money for the life where they can't dream in war affected north east of srilanka...

their life is totally different,,...as a local hero or the street boss (??) its my responsibly to take care my street from this srilankan's.. :) i have to bring them to my control.. how ??there are two guys..twins also living with them..

voluntarily throwing cricket ball t their home.. or throwing stones at night time...after lot of attempts ..yes finally ..those people came out... they told something in srilankan tamil..who knows that temple..i am unable to understand anything...i started speaking in my butler english..

i throw ball your home ...cricket game..give the ball... they did not replied anything...they went inside the home after giving the ball...

yes they are in my control now..they listen for me.. :) but all those fun balloon sh rinked after one major incident..??what ?? --will be continued ..

Flutters - 23-01-2011

The Investigation of Rajiv Gandhi Assassination

this book was written by Rahothaman, the chief investigation officer ,CBI. published by new horizon media.

Rajiv gandhi's assassination was one of the sad things happened in the last century.. this book covers the investigation and prosecution information ....what happened, how the peoples behind this incident were nabbed?? !! it was like reading a crime novel..

the CBI started the investigation without any clue's..dont have any idea or loophole to start the investigation..they have found one camera in the site...in the camera fim roll..nine frame's were exposed ..remaining were un used. with help of the 9 photos ..they started the investigation..

LTTE a one of the ruthless terrorist organisation used to document all their strikes...they wanted to take photograph;s of the assisination had arranged one photographer called Haribabu to cover this..haribabu also died in the spot..but the informations in the photograph;s are vital..

the investigation started from chennai and climax happened in Bangalore.. sivarajan the captain of the LTTE crew taken cynaide ...and investigation closed..later it went to court and rest is history..

the author puts each and every arrest with solid evidences, clear narration ..same time he openly shares his frustration of missing big political shots involved in this..directly he attacks Vaiko..and un known north indian faces..

LTTE was denying the responsibly of this assassination for the long time..but the evidences provided before court cannot be denied from them..finally at year 2005 LTTE apologized for their act..earlier the supremo prabhakran accepted it was a blunder from them in year 2001.

this case investigation is one of the major milestone in the indian CBI history..

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Scribbles - 22-01-2010

Today its un declared public holiday..followers of BJP were so busy in disturbing the regular life of Bangalore..police chaps were busy in watching their drama.. BJP is an party does not have any principle other than constructing Ram Temple. .. Karnataka people cultivating the gains on casting vote for the lotus.. but these so called leaders should think about the public...announcing bandh at midnight..that too during an weekend..how many peoples would have suffered while travelling on midway !! this yedurappa or any leader never going to travel in bus..wanted to show case their power with thid kind of acts..

Salute for the people who has boycotted today's bandh..

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today finished reading of two books, both were in different domain but more interesting,.,

1. Mysore Maharaja's

2. Investigation Cafe File - Rajiv gandhi Assassination

both the books were released by New Horizon media..

the first book is about mysore maharaja's dynasty , their legacy, style of administration, problems, solutions ..and last but not least the great king nalWadiyar...

mysore empire had good majaraja's too...with proper guidance of diwans kings were able to give good governance ..the golder era of Nalwadi and Maharani Kempananjammanni with help of mirza and vishveshyarrya..they not only made social reforms but also the brought good industrial growth for mysore.

the legacy of the Yaduraya to Jayachamaraja Wodeyar ..lot of twists and tales...i strongly suggest to read this book...in indian school book history portrayed most of the kings as very very bad...but it cleverly hids about the great adminstrators from the mysore kingdom...

Mysore state is the first to implement caste based reservation system in india.. i always like the city mysore..the old city with its charming style...when i go to mysore by next time, that city will give a different look with help of this book..:)

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the second book " Investigation Cafe File - Rajiv gandhi Assassination " its like reading a crime novel penned by Rahothaman , the chief investigating officer of this case..i will write about this book on tommorow.

Scribbles - 21-01-2010

few best moments in the life is living in own home.. i moved to my flat 6 months back, but did not arranged any House Warming ...reasons are plenty...but i was personally against wearing the holy thread (cross thread) again, sitting pooja's and chanting mantra's...i had idea of calling friends and relatives for a get together..but within 6 months most of my friends already visited to my flat ..no there is no reason of having get together..

my parents also did not started the topic about the grahapravesha because there should not be celebration for one yearof grand ma death...finally the day started....my parents are scared to ask me about the grahapravesha..ha ha still they are thinking that i am adamant atheist :)

those days are over !! i am no more a atheist now...for the last 6 months things are not moving so easily for me..whether its work, personal or any thing..every where chaos & dis appointments...totally lost my self confidence...i m not the same aggressive Arun.. work wise after successive acchivment's now doing useless work ..the Mr perfect mindset slowly getting erouded..i would have left this company long time back..still sticking here only her..atleast i can see her nearby..personally its too much..

because of my friends refreshing myself and trying to come back strongly..but again and again something disturbs me ....

Can t escape from the name of the god .... i can keep distance from the brahmin rituals but same time i can t live for long without god support..human mind needs something when we are in distress..

finally agreed to do pooja at home, tommorow morning have to spent few hours..going to chant mantra's after a long time...the sanksrkit mantra's really does magic at the way chanting..the words which starts from lower part of the abdamon has some magical feeling..hope at least this may bring some positive atmospheric across my family and for me..

its my dream home...the interior , color, placements everything i designed and really suits well now...home theare , balcony garden with roses... it should shape well with my girl in future :)

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this week i thought of keeping distance from her..but i really know very well..she is doing everything so purposively ..she is the not the kind of girl likes to insult's people.. she is a germ..why should i try to useless tactic's ...i want to behave with her truly honestly.... i could not able to maintain distance ...:) ...

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did not taken any good photograph's for the last one month..want to travel for ooty by this week or by next week...badly need rest..tired a lot mentally and also physically..

Scribbles - 16-01-2010

watched three movies during this weekend.all are the recent pongal release movies...

Aadu Kalam - PVR Cinemas

Characterizations are the strength of Aadukalam and Dhanush has undoubtedly given his career best performance in this film. Taapsee too leaves a mark on the audience. Aadukalam is sure going to rock Kollywood box office in the coming days..One of the Best movies i have seen recently.... Movie is so realistic and actors have given their best..(esp Dhanush and kishore). nice twist in the climax and the rooster fights is amazing..

What makes it tick are it is a story of ordinary people, told in a realistic way with human emotions about friendship, betrayal, jealousy, petty ego that leads to havoc in the life of a youth. The narrative style and presentation are truly international.

The film is set in a suburb of Madurai where rooster or Cock fights is a major sport.

First half excellent ..the director VetriMaran did a great Job. Thoroughly enjoyed the movie! Songs in first half really blended with the movie and never realize that song started and progressing..! Kudos to the team..

Siruthaai - PVR Cinemas

its remake of the telugu movie vikramargudu.. they have presented the same kara masala , taste from the telugu ..there is an formula for every movie of the telgu actor Ravi Teja..middle class character..comedy in the first half..there could be some problems before the interval

...good ending in the climax..kutthu song in the colorfull sets..its easy to read..but making with powerfull lighting screen play while doing the remake...but they have done very sucessfully..

i never seen such very jolly entertaining first half comedy in recent times..karthik acting has improved a lot..as this movie carries the telgu story line..same type of action sequence masala..

Siruthai - a good entertainer..can be watched if you like teulgu masala style movies..

Kaavalan - Inox Jaya nagar.

I normally avoid vijay's movies..the template masala stories with half cooked screen play...i thought of avoiding this also..but one of my friend called and go and watch..

Before year 2000 vijay was acting well in good movies with sound story line..suddenly he changed the path..wanted to become next super star of kollywood..then onwards i stopped watching his movies at all...after 2000 he gave lot of hits ..i did not watched his movies other than Gilli and friends..both are good ones.

really this movie gife's give relief to the vijay ...after seven flop movies.. its good sign to see vijay again back to the movies based on good stories..

vijay works as a body guard to the big landlord..he fells love with Asin the dauaghter of the land lord..then rest is the story..good entertaining commedy with Vijay + Vadivel..+ last 20 minute screen play steals the show..this movie may not be a super duper hit...but good to watch with family audience..

finally my rating

1. Aadu kalam

2. Kaavalan

3. Chiruthai..

almost all the three movies are set for long run...good sign for the cinema industry..

Scribbles - 14-01-2011

Happy Pongal Wishes !!

This year also celebrating the pongal alone.. !!! watching TV and movies...want to go for Work :)

just remembering about our pongal celebrations when we were in mannargudi..a small town in the thanjavur (Tanjore) cauvery delta district ...janurary the month of cultivation..the bullock carts carrying the loads of rice, cocununt, flowers, sugarcanes...we school kids love to catch the sugar cane's carried towards market..

Tanjore district the basin of cauvery always fertilized well by her...the celebrations with farmers in our land ...the thanks giving to the nature, mother cauvery river... chance less i dont remember any other festival we enjoyed such a way.. shouting Pongalooo Pongal with my brother and sister and sharing the sweet pongal with everyone...

Everything changed now..now i am searching for my roots in a concrete jungle bangalore..

i really miss those joy...now my brother distanced himself from our family ..i am the only person in my family talking to him atleast in phone...my pet sister also settled well with her family.. my parents searching for the peace in Srirangam... i m as usual living without any meaning in the life....

its more than 10 years i went to Mannargudi and more than 3 years i did not traveled to Trichy.

want to go there..stay at least for 10 days...want to walk across the paddy fields...take a bath in cauvery...drink tanjore filter coffee. kumbakonam mallige idly, podi sambar, tanjore painting, tanjore temple, mannargudi streets where we played street cricket matches...

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okie what next...

lot of movies relased during this festivel time..first finish the tamil movie releases..today going to watch Sirruthaai..then Aadu Kalam then finally the Kavalan..

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as usual she is behaving like ##@@ ...really dont know what makes her to behave like this...!!?? i was much worried by yesterday..but really there is no meaning on sitting alone and weird thinking... want to pull back....there is no room for any other girl in my life...let us wait..truth always win...

i should divert myself in some other things..

1. spending more time in photography

2. want to start the regular gym activities..should reduce at least 5 kgs in next 2 months

3.should speak more fluent kannada.

4. want to read more technical as well as other area's

5. travel more ....

6.finally should not hurt any one..

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Flutters - 09-01-2011

Telengana

i support the separation of the telegana state from andhra..not for TRS or other useless politicians..

any state with more than 6 crore population would be difficult to maintain.. andhara is not a exception..starting from the food , movies , politics every where masala with extra large chilly combination.. most of the districts in andhra ruled by idiotic caste fanatics , government is openly supporting or just silent watcher on those..

in this modern society still people loves to attach either reddy or naidu on their names,,..dalits were suppressed badly..each and every district of andhara is like a mini bihar..even the much hated naxalites have brought major reformation in telengana region..

where dowry for marriage has brought so many un married reddy girls too for their cause..in other regions the opt for running to aborad for increasing the value in the dowry market + cheating in vias for uphold countries are very casual..

this create big social gap between rich and poor in that state

Those who has money he /she rules..and demolishes the person down on their lane..

language is just a medium of communication..dividing states on the language is the major blunder lesson learnt from the past leaders..

the andhra state should be divided...telengana should be given..to solve all the radical problems across that state.. ..i dream for every state in india should be like bangalore where n number of languages were spoken and every one knows more than a regional language..

this kind of division further should be added to UP,MP ,karnataka ,tamilnadu and bihar where corrupted parties holds more Representatives with the help of un improved society , tries to dominate the entire central government..

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so finally after so many years again i went to a temple today ...

..Ulsoor subrhamaniya swamy temple ( @ murugan temple)... really prayed a lot...not only for me..but its for .my girl.... i know she loves me a lot..but really dont know what stops her...

what makes her to behave so rudely with me...i accept now few things in this world can t be controlled by a human..

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Flutters - 02 - 01 - 2011

As usual the new year celebrated well in the television shows, brigade road, out skirts farmhouses, new year offers in the stores.....as usual my last day of the year started well @ work and leaving late night as usual..after 7'o clock i m the only person the floor doing some thing in the system...

while going back to home..everyone in the road very casually blocking my car and saying Happy new year wishes ..the happiness on every human faces....the tired human minds in the metro's needs some break, happiness, the energy to break the routine rule set's..

but this kind of celebrations were well marketed by news papers like times of india ( which bothers only about techies and hindi speaking peoples in bangalore) , hotels, bar's, pub's ,commercial stores...

i would have recived more than 25 messages for request to celebrate my new year in their bar or hotel..rates starting from 5000 Rs, VAT extra,,

the AirTel openly announced that the messages sent on their network on Dec 31st and Jan 1 would be charged at 1rs/message...need to find out the MBA brainy behind this :)

the urban middle class is hungry on the electronic good's were well promptly used by all the stores...the fake discount and useless gifts were ensured enough to keep them always in the EMI dizzy..

big crowds on the temples,.....ist really to mandate to have special prayers on the Day one?? is these local god's never had any idea about this new year celebrations special pooja before 20 or 30 years in india..even local god's also changed their habitats :)

on the Jan 2nd world resume's as usual..roads are empty..lot of waste across all the important roads in the bangalore..traffic constables busy in achieving their target in the new year eve...

as usual poor persons looking for the job which will earn his next day food..
nothing is changed ..everything as usual.. the day has to be treated as a milestone on our life been totally used by multi nationals for their sake..

but anyway ...if i dont say this...it wont be good to put a full stop here..Very happy new year..have a blast...

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personally i don't need more in the year 2011..i am happy with what i have with me now....but really badly honesly need only one thing..I .can t live like this..on seeing her eyes i m flattened..i can t speak anything more..her style, the way she handles the things,the way she speaks, the way she walks, the way her behavior constructed..hmm i am totally off..never i had been to this kind of surrender ..i like her..i admire everything what she does..i like the careness to everyone expect me...i like her chatting smiley's..i like her patience..i like her coolness.. hey i should stop it now..else i would be writing like this for next 100 pages...

but finally ...if you are true for something finally you will have it...i really trust those words..

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the release of the ULFA leader Arabinda Rajkhowa opens the doors of the peace process of the troubled Assam.the state which is having lot of natural resources and beauties disturbed heavily by the ULFA violence....even though some of the demands of the ULFA really make sense but the violence is not the right tool to ac chive that. the domination of the hindi and bengali speaking peoples and their attitude towards the innocent assamesse's were the main problem of this dispute.. the forth coming dialogues should resolve of the long standing problems of the democratic india..

the dialogue of ULFA should bring strong solid peace verdict to people of Assam and should set example for the rest of the country.. a Strong india with good respect to the regional language speaking only will enrich this multi lingual multi ethnic democratic india.. Jai Hind !!

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now a days its very easy to find out the dispute across the states , language fanaticism..the modern day leaders are good in using the youth for their selfishness and gaining their popularity by triggering the differences..


but our indian history has already set various examples on this kind of incidents..

it was November 1st 1956, the more states were carverd out from then madras state...one among is the present day Andhra pradesh..

the people in AP demanded for the city Madras( chennai )... as a evidence north chennai had maximum number of telgu speaking population ..lot of negation's, battle ..as chennai a port city and business hub both the parties did not wanted to loose..

but finally the settlement arrived... Chennai belongs to Tamil and Tirupathi belongs to Andhara...with few conditions...

thirupati,thirumala the tamil speaking region and the temple constructed by tamil kings..the chants and the all the old evidences of the temple cites to the tamil dominance...where chennai city the majority of the people speaks telgu and the site belongs to AP straightforward on the linguistic basis ..

but without city Chennai the new state tamilnadu will lack on the resources but AP already has one natural port city vishak..

so thirupathi would be given to AP and chennai to Tamil with one condition..
Tamil would be one of the official language in the thirupathi and Telugu would be one of the official language in Chennai..

Still this tradition is followed across both the places..