This year also celebrating the pongal alone.. !!! watching TV and movies...want to go for Work :)
just remembering about our pongal celebrations when we were in mannargudi..a small town in the thanjavur (Tanjore) cauvery delta district ...janurary the month of cultivation..the bullock carts carrying the loads of rice, cocununt, flowers, sugarcanes...we school kids love to catch the sugar cane's carried towards market..
Tanjore district the basin of cauvery always fertilized well by her...the celebrations with farmers in our land ...the thanks giving to the nature, mother cauvery river... chance less i dont remember any other festival we enjoyed such a way.. shouting Pongalooo Pongal with my brother and sister and sharing the sweet pongal with everyone...
Everything changed now..now i am searching for my roots in a concrete jungle bangalore..
i really miss those joy...now my brother distanced himself from our family ..i am the only person in my family talking to him atleast in phone...my pet sister also settled well with her family.. my parents searching for the peace in Srirangam... i m as usual living without any meaning in the life....
its more than 10 years i went to Mannargudi and more than 3 years i did not traveled to Trichy.
want to go there..stay at least for 10 days...want to walk across the paddy fields...take a bath in cauvery...drink tanjore filter coffee. kumbakonam mallige idly, podi sambar, tanjore painting, tanjore temple, mannargudi streets where we played street cricket matches...
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okie what next...
lot of movies relased during this festivel time..first finish the tamil movie releases..today going to watch Sirruthaai..then Aadu Kalam then finally the Kavalan..
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as usual she is behaving like ##@@ ...really dont know what makes her to behave like this...!!?? i was much worried by yesterday..but really there is no meaning on sitting alone and weird thinking... want to pull back....there is no room for any other girl in my life...let us wait..truth always win...
i should divert myself in some other things..
1. spending more time in photography
2. want to start the regular gym activities..should reduce at least 5 kgs in next 2 months
3.should speak more fluent kannada.
4. want to read more technical as well as other area's
5. travel more ....
6.finally should not hurt any one..
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2 comments:
Just act as if you are neglecting her then she would automatically turn towards you.
When you show that you are more inclined towards them they look down upon you even though in hearts they might have a soft corner for you. The only way for you to bring out the soft corner for you is to act that you are not really after her, just act as if you are neglecting her and i hope that would bring out the necessary change.
thanks friend :) thanks very much for your supportive words.. definitely i ll do the same as u mentioned .
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